I’ve had so many posts that I’ve wanted to write this week… but I just honestly have not had one free moment. 🙂 Baby Brady is in a cluster-feeding stage and is eating every hour. And since I’m breastfeeding, that means I’m the one who has to feed him every 60 minutes (even over-night), before I change his diaper (with lots of diaper-changing support from the hubby), burp him, settle him down a bit… and then do it again. (Settling him down for rest isn’t very easy these days either, because he has a very gassy tummy and a bit of acid reflux, poor guy).
I honestly had no idea that someone could function on so little sleep. Last night, I opened my eyes when he cried, and I was so exhausted that I saw double for a moment. Wait, why are there two babies??
And yet, at the same time, I had no idea that someone could be so happy. 🙂
I have my moments when I feel a bit overwhelmed or just a little too tired. I cry almost once every day thanks to hormones-gone-wild. But then I look at his precious little face, and I realize that there is nothing else I would rather do! Someday, I’ll miss these moments of snuggling with a squishy little baby who loves nothing more than to sleep on my chest and nuzzle his soft head under my chin. So I am doing my absolute best to embrace every single moment…
Because I love him so much that sometimes I think my heart could burst!
Hopefully I’ll have some posts up and running next week. But for now, here are some pics I took of my cutie-patootie! At two weeks old, he already has a smile that melts my heart (which comes out when he hears his mommy or daddy’s voice), and he’s so strong that he’s already holding up his head by himself. He loves Christmas lights, his pacifier, and fleece jammies. 🙂
Sigh… I have fallen in love all over again!